My UniverseAs the sun sets I gaze into the sky and sigh Finally I feel alive I let the sky consume me And all is wellMy Universe
As I stumble and fall
with the weight of life on my shoulders I stop and think of you and everything seems to just dissapear The sparkle in your eye gives me hope for just one more day
As the sun rises I stare up into the sky and think to myself you and the sun have a lot in common you both are the center of my universe
As I stumble and fall
with the weight of life on my shoulders
I don't even know anymore.My body is made up of anger, Encased in these clothes made up of secrets and lies. These clothes are getting worn and old. This body is getting wounded and weak. It is time to change everything. I need a serious transfusion. Call in a specialist. Tie me down and sedate me. Hurry, quick, it’s a real emergency. Transfuse my soul. Replace it with someone’s who is sane. Someone who is a decent person. Not like me. I’m the most fucked up person in this world. Lock me up. Put me in jail. Before I murder someone else emotionally. That is the only thI don't even know anymore.
Gleeming Valentine'sMy world is all white today. No more noisy alarm clocks to ruin my deep sleep today. That means I can see you longer then I usually do. Sleep is now my favorite activity because you are always there. When I wake, I try to fight my eyelids from separating, Trying to deny the fact that I'm conscious again. I sit up slowly like I haven't sat up in years. I put my warm feet on the frozen floor and wipe my eyes. Maybe if I rub them hard enough you will appear again in my eyelids. I guess not. I stand up and walk t'words the window. I gaze outside watching the snow fall out of the luGleeming Valentine's
Stay With me.As I lay here in the dim light. With only the sound of my fingers striking these keys. I start to ponder my situation. Why must I dwell in these terrible moods. I hope that when my eye lids finally shut, they will stay closed for eternity. At least until I reach the age everyone considers adult hood, the big 18. I need to get out of this place. All the terrible memories surround me. They are trying to drag me down. Let go of me. I am getting too weak and tired to fight you anymore. Someone come grasp my hand with all your might and haul me up from this hell also known as my thoStay With me.
~Dean~
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